Mommy loves you more than you’ll ever know. I wish I could have saved you. I prayed as hard as I could for you. I hope you heard me singing to you in the hospital. I hope you felt mommy’s arm hugging and holding you, my little Ty Ty...my strong willed, blue eyed, handsome, loud, and stubborn baby boy...I will never forget the way you laugh, the way you would say “sing it again, mommy,” the way you thought my kisses were gross. I carried you in my body, grew these baby feet, and knew we could conquer the world together...and we still will buddy. Where I go, I’ll always take you with me. I will never be the same without you, and I will think of you every day for the rest of my life. You are my Ty Ty, my only Ty Ty, and nothing will ever change that. One day buddy, one day, when mommy’s time comes. I promise, I will run as fast as I can to you, and I’ll never let you go. Until that day, you tell Jesus mommy said you can have as many fruit snacks as you want. I’ll never stop loving you, and I can’t wait to see you again.
Before you were born, I loved you. The first time I held you I knew you would do great things. From your first word to you first step, you had a determination about you. My baby boy grew into my little man. You are funny, smart, independent, and exceptionally defiant. You are everything I could have hoped for in a son. I would give anything to be there to see the man you would have become. In such a short period of time you have forever changed my life and so many others. I am so proud of you. I will hold you in my heart until I can hold you in my arms in heaven.
I love you Buddy, Dad
To Ty Ty,
I will miss you so much. Life will never be the same without you annoying me, and asking me for pop it’s all the time. I will always treasure the memories with you.